Parent update 01/28/12

This was quite a week. On Monday night we did a prayer session with Brendan which included his Dad, Linda, Kathleen and me. He did seem more calm afterward. He is very attached to his Dad right now and looks to him for peace and calm. On Thursday, we did another prayer session him. Friday he was still a bit off, but not hitting or headbutting me as much. Today, he was much better. He has been very slow to move in the morning and needs time lounging around. His body just seems to need alot of rest right now. Hope he is healing and not growing!

Parent update 1/22/12

I know its been a week since my last post. Just haven't had the energy to post while dealing with Brendan's issues. He is still headbutting, hitting, kicking, and pushing me (and others but mainly me) and he thinks it's funny. But in the last two days, he isn't laughing when he acts like this. He is just plain mad at me.

When he gets in these moods, he is like a different child...as if another person, spirit or entity has taken over. I don't say this lightly as we have experienced something similar before. His irises literally turn a lighter shade of brown, and when I look into his eyes, it isn't him. I know this sounds very bizarre, but I was encouraged to mention it, because there may be others that are experiencing this and think they are imagining things too. What do you do? I pray ALOT!

This week has been tough. Not only are we challenged with his behaviors but also trying to get him to school on time continues. He doesn't fall asleep until almost mindnight (or later) then he can't get up in the morning. On some days last week, he didn't make it to school until after 11am! He is missing his school work, his therapy, and he is hitting the aides at school too. He's also trying to break his communication devices.

I know Brendan's Dad and I have gone through many times like this before, but somehow, I'm having a harder time dealing with it this time. Let me explain as I'm sure there are other parents with special kids who feel the same way.

From the moment your child wakes up, your stomach is in a knot because you don't know what mood they are going to be in mad? happy? sad? Are they going to hug you this morning or take a swing at you instead? You have to be constantly on guard. Your stomach is still in a knot when they are at school because you hope they are having a good day and are not giving the teacher and aides a hard time. Then when you are out in public (especially waiting in lines at the store) you pray that the line moves quickly because if it doesn't, your child may tantrum or possibly hit the person behind them (because they are standing too close)or hit you which is horrible for others to witness. Then you have to keep them busy the rest of the day or else they get into mischeif. It is not until your child is in bed (not just in bed, but asleep) can you finally....exhale....Then you have to finish up chores or finish work projects before you can pass out from sheer exhaustion. You head feels like it just hit the pillow and before you know it, you have to get up and do it all over again. I'm finding that I just don't want to get up in the morning. I'm trying to bounce back, but it's hard. My very dear friend stopped by with flowers on Friday because she said she knew I needed something to keep me going. She lives the same life I do with her two kids so she knows how hard the days can be at times. The flowers really did bring a smile to my face. Thank you R!

Some of you with typical kids may think, "Oh, all parents with children go through this (moods, tantrums, etc)"...trust me, walk in my shoes (or my friends shoes) for one day and you will see that it is not the same. The constant unpredictability is what is so exhausting. We love our children more then anything in the world. All we ask is for God to lighten our load a bit. And not for just a few months, but give us a few years! (sigh) I know...you just got to keep going and hope it all makes sense at the end. I am very grateful to Kathleen and Linda for not giving up. They keep me going...thank you both!

Parent update 1/15/12

Well, these last few days, Brendan has been going into mischievous fits where he'll hit me or start trying to break things, throw things.....and think it's funny. An hour ago, I experienced this at its worst. I had to have him lie down on the carpet until he calmed down. It took 30 minutes. It's been a long day and his Dad and I are exhausted.

Up until now, we have had something to threaten Brendan with (eg., no Target, no ToysRUs, etc.) and this would make him stop in his tracks and calm down. But that horrible day has come when these threats are not working anymore. He is getting more joy out of being mischievous than going to the store or shopping on ebay.

I dread him going back to school on Tuesday. Last year at this time, it was his aggressive behavior that could cause someone harm. Now, its his mischievous behavior that can cause someone harm. He's also alot bigger now...and he knows it.

(sigh) I just don't know what to do or think anymore......hope tomorrow is a better day for all of us.

Parent update 1/13/12

We hit a traffic jam on the way home (due to the bomb scare)and it was agonizingly slow..But, Brendan handled it very well and even laughed about it. He took his time in the store. Then we came home.

When we got inside, he wanted to listen to a CD. So, he picked the one he wanted - and then broke it. I did not get mad. I told him to pay me and clean it up. He took his time cleaning it up as he seemed to enjoy breaking each piece into smaller pieces. As he was cleaning up, I worked on covering the glass doors on our entertainment center because the word 'reflection' kept popping up to Kathleen. Brendan does not like the reflection of things it seems.

After the mess was cleaned up, he wanted to go upstairs to listen to more CD. (We have his favories locked up in our bedroom or else he'll break them all.) I told him no because he wasn't being gentle with this CDs. At that moment, I had my head bent cutting the paper. It happened so fast, but he headbutted the top of my head. I don't recall him ever headbutting the top of my head (usually my forehead). I would remember because it hurt like the dickens! I could literally feel an bump forming on the top of my head. I immediately, put ice on it and took Linda's 'headbutt' remedy.

He was fine the rest of the night until it was bedtime. He signed 'sleep' so I said okay let's go get ready for bed. When we got upstairs, he was agitated. I tried to calm him down by helping him take deep breaths and hugged him. He seemed calmer and started to smile and laugh. Then again, Wham! Another headbutt to my forehead. This one was also hard enough to cause another bump.

I got him to bed right away after this. I did not read to him. Just said goodnight. At this point, I had such a headache, I just went to bed too and prayed that maybe God and the angels could work on Brendan tonight.

This morning he finally got up early. He apparently, hit his teacher and an aide - and laughed about it. So we came straight home. Then as we were sitting on the couch listening to his music (he seemed calm and peaceful), out of nowhere he hit me and kicked me. He didn't hurt me. But I made him lay down on the floor as I could tell he was ready to do it again. I sprayed Holy Water all over him and me. After 15 mins, he seemed more calm.

So far, the rest of the night has been fine. Of course, I am getting ready to take him upstairs for bedtime. Hopefully, it will go well.

CST Session 1/12/12

Wow.............what a day!  Brendan came in somewhat agitated.  He went into the playroom for a bit and I showed him his picture on the wall - he was surprised and happy.  He then left the room and we all went into the therapy room; where Brendan walked around checking things out.  We were all vigilant as you could feel something was not quite right.

After his walk about he laid on the table where we began body work and employing the ghHW method.  The work began on his left side with body work; while the ghHW began with lymph.  Always begin with lymph.  When we changed sides it became clear Brendan needed to connect spiritually.

In doing this we started work with each chakra; calling in God and the Arch Angels for their assistance.  We went through each one:  root - life, sacrum - joy, solar plexus - power, heart - love, throat - beauty, third eye - wisdom and crown - light.  Specific arch angels are associated with each area of energy. 

One area where the energy is particularly slow is the throat chakra.  Brendan could feel it spin.  This area is being worked repeatedly in order to break up the local restrictions which have an impact on speech. 

While this was happening the ghHW method was in use primarily around his skull and brain.  His mom and I also saw an orb.  There were many angels present which Brendan pointed to.  When the session was over Brendan was so calm and happy! 

Brendan is highly sensitive and we told him to speak to God and the angels when his energy is ebbing.  I believe a connection was made at a deeper level between him and God today. 

Parent update 1/10/12

Yesterday Brendan had a good day. Today, he had a good day at school. But this afternoon was a littler rough. He really gave his therapist a hard time. He was screaming alot and laughing when the therapist ask him to stop. Then he tried to break his communication device. He also tried to damage the closet mirror doors. The therapist commented that Brendan was trying to say more words today and was frustrated that he has to use his device to communicate.

After the therapist left, Brendan wanted to listen to his CDs. He also wanted to take pictures of them. He was fine until he broke a CD. It has become such an OCD behavior that he just has to break the CD even though he knows the consequences. I took the rest of his CDs away after having him pay me $1.00. The he stood up and hit me on the shoulder. So, he was banned to lying on the floor until he settled down.

He has remained agitated off and on the rest of the night. He did want his MP remedy and he is also sleeping on the other MP remedy (written out on paper). Then he was still agitated, so I sprayed Holy Water around his room. He was more relaxed after this. God I hope he has a good day tomorrow. I'll be gone all day at work tomorrow and find it difficult to be away from him when he is feeling like this.

Parent update 1/8/12

My apologies for my delay in posting. Last week was quite a challenge getting Brendan back into his school routine. The two weeks he was off, he was very content to stay at home. Typically he wants to be out everyday and we go driving or hiking. So, it is not surprising that he wanted to continue his couch potato mode.

Thursday night, he finally had a bowel movement. Whew! It was a relief as I was getting concerned and plus that must feel awful. He did pass alot and again, I saw some membrane encasing looking stuff floating around. He slept well that night and was very late to school the next day. He has been sleeping 10-12 hours. Considering for most of his life he would only sleep 6-8 hours, I think his body is finally catching up on much needed rest. Plus, the work that is being done (ghHW) can be exhausting.

He did break a video this morning and thought it was very funny. I was too tired to get mad about it. I had him pay me $2. and threw the mess away. Now, i am trying to get him out to go on a hike, but he is stalling in the bathroom (which he has been doing lately). We'll see if I can get him out today.

CST Session 1/5/12

Brendan came in today without his ear phones on; however, he would place his hands over his ears on occassion.  When the session began his mother and the homeopath left the room to prepare for the ghHW method.  While gone God became very present.  So present I asked Brendan if he could feel God's hands on his head.  He said yes and immediately put his hands there.  He became very serene.

When his mother and the homeopath returned to the room he still had his hands on his head.  I explained what was going on and Brendan left his hands there for some time.  This was the first session Brendan's entire body sunk into the table.  Usually parts of his body will sink deeper than others.

There was also a lot of work done on his arms.  Many spectrum children have stemming issues; some with their hands.  It is not that they do not know their hands are their - as they do use them - but they do not feel the connection.  Due to Brendan's relaxed state we were able to get through both arms and hands.  This takes some time as you begin in the cervical spine through the underarm, elbow, wrist, palm and ultimately every knuckle on each finger.

When the session was over Brendan set on the chair preparing to put his shoes and socks on.  As he sat there he was playing with his hands and fingers - as if he was in awe of them.  You could see he could feel the connection.  The right arm/hand is much more connected than the left one as more time was spent on the right one. 

It will be wonderful to hear how he does - especially his hands.  I believe God came into his session to spread light throughout Brendan's body and let Brendan feel what needs to be done.  There was a clear notion of finishing the parasite issue and working the base of the skull into the throat.  We will concentrate next in these areas. 

One last thing - Brendan has not had a substantial bowel movement in a few days.  His mom will update on us as to when he finally has one; as it felt like the parasites were blocking the flushing.  When the blockage breaks - we hope his mom gets an opportunity to see the 'movement' so as to determine if she could see any parasites, etc.

What a day! 

Homeopath update-1/5/12

Today we worked on Brendan.  He had come into the office pretty mellow but had had some kicking at school which the teachers reported.  Brendan quickly went to the room and laid down on the table.  Brendan had spent the last week trying a new homeopathic remedy made from the Magnetic North Pole(so far just with the name written on a paper in his pocket).  He had previously been taking the Magnetic South Pole with much success (but lately He was till having some head butting and on and off irritability).  His mother definitely saw a difference when the paper was in his pocket.  So today we tried the ghHW method with the Magnetic South Pole remedy.  We tried it with the 30c, then the 200c and then with the 1M.  We also added the North Pole to it.  He giggled and said he liked it.  Brendan was really quite and happy during the whole session.  He even placed his hands on his head trying to help with the cranial work.  The solar flares and the lunar/planet line up cause energy shifting around us.  The energy will be felt very strongly by Brendan and others just like him.  We need to have something ready that calms down the feeling of too much energy changing in their environment.  This can cause a lot of discomfort for the energy sensitive people.  I believe, for now, the magnetic pole remedies are a good way to lessen the discomfort.

CST Session 1/3/12

Night session.  When I arrived Brendan was tired and wanted to go upstairs to his bed for his session.  His mom worked the laser only on him while I did body work.  He had not had a bowel movement yet so we worked on his intestines and colon.  There was definitely waste in their churning to get out. 

Brendan fell asleep very quickly during the session.  We continued to work on his body and up through to his head.  He sweated a lot through his head.  Sometimes it can be so wet you feel like he just got out of a swimming pool.  If you shift the skull the wetness will disappear as quickly as it came.  Immense heat is generated during tough shifts - especially in the skull.

When I left he was sleeping soundly.  We accomplished quite a bit and look forward to hearing how he is doing.